en inte längre flickas alkemi

de börjar i nacken, occipitala nerven kristallrys som klättrar splittras sprids uti hela mej itu, hela mej önskar nästan ja va tio kunde backa tre steg tills innan jag visste innan jag kände de ja känner nu men ja e inte tio längre och de säger ja ska va vuxen nu och jag önskar det inte…

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Heartbreak flashback

What followed the end of him and me wasn’t quite what I thought… I didn’t slam my fists against the ground Didn’t put up a raging fight There was a deep inner process of realising it wasn’t about him anymore It was about me Owning the experience Owning the glorious experience of rediscovering myself after…

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Spring 2015

My heart aches as it tries to wrap itself around it all; all the moments of magic shared with beautiful strangers never met again, how it felt right then beating, how it intensified with a glorious sip of coffee and skipped a beat sensing a soul sister smile, riding tightly knit, rebelliously together on a…

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No rust will claim our love

When the music sounds like the lights flashing by The smell of his hair is a new kinda home The sky’s never ending lightness is; because it can And we are – actually – here, Present for life. Life in synch, you feel yourself thru every moving second,  Because your soul remembers this from the…

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May the first

To open up this wonderful new space of Zouldust, I am letting myself receive support. Something previously very difficult for me. Since about 2013 up to this point, I realise my life has been about me going inward. Discovering, what it means to be me. Daring to start the overwhelming process of getting rid of what…

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