I wanna be runnin wild in nature again. Not sometimes. All times... Connecting to the inherent rhythm. Living authentic to my spirit. Being in my body. These animals... Riding, sweating, sweeping, feeding, making fires, holdin that hat mid galopp as the mountain wind catches it... going to sleep completely lived out for the day. My horse friends... ahhhh✨✨
As I am brought back & remember this place, this time of my life, I can’t help but cry. Can’t quite put into words what I went through here but I did try...:
20 years old and I felt it all so strong
Art is made in the fall.
Wherever your heart whispers, here
Where you are scared to go;
That is where you must be
Eyes wide open... City of Angels, spring 2014
You are the new complete truth
The highest frequency
The broadest wavelength
And the brightest star...
There are things within me and around me,
Larger than I can imagine, more than words
That potential, it burns in me and as I look up it is flying, I can even touch it when I reach my hands. As I step forward, stepping on, stepping into me, I realise it is not you I’m following LA, it is the person I am and the person I’m meant to be.
Fire
Lights
Dreams
Angels…
Burning in me.
At my fingertips I feel it more tangible than ever. That terrible beauty, a paradise that redefines life, resets the perspective of everything else you knew before this point. LA, you are in your essence the deepest nightmare and highest dream - the paradox - you are life among the stars, above the clouds.
If you want to be living with the angels, you’ve gotta let go of the ground.
Findin the deepenin of that breath, thru stillness and thru swiftness, to bring me into that greater clarity... connection... catalystic cosmic creativity-truth of my soul. I know you’re there and I’m done putting me on hold 🦋 hello new beginnings... whether or not I’ve said it, now I mean it, whatever is in the best outcome, New Moon I am ready for my newness⭐️
Hello sacred embodiment, GOODBYE limiting beliefs!
Watch as I wave so-long to all things not for my highest alignment. No longer is there any space for patterns or thoughts or emotions that hold me back from living my truth, breathing my fullest and being my brightest. Cleansing it all out. Integrating truth to my core. This body should be thanked every day for all she does: this golden womb of wisdom of the ages, this throat with stories from wide and far, these eyes witnessed all they have (from here and beyond, from now and always) and these feet taking me around the world and rooting, rising, rooting. May I know speak and walk and hold that which is for me and my mission only.
No longer am I allowing the limits of others’ minds to hinder my wild beautiful raw expansion and homecoming of heart & spirit.
Anywhere there are blocks keeping me from receiving my most Blanca reality ~ delete, uncreate, de-story these! I will learn in coherence, to bring myself into wholeness once more and first time in this body in this very fantastic way. I’m ready for my path now, I will bring the purest goods only. I’m ready for my optimal aligned health. I’m ready for my mission. I’m ready to harmonize, root, elevate, serve and inspire... to laugh and let go and move on. I’m ready and I allow support in all ways it may arrive... Team! Shoutout to @sannearonsson🦋
