It’s time to create
Within me a crazy spazzy calling, pulsating, building from below up through feet, knees, thighs, loin, navel, all through spine, solar plexus, heart, breasts, shoulders, neck, lips, ears. I am so growing. I am loving this. I am being recreated just as Earths cycles shift between seasons.
I am sitting in a room half boxes half things scattered, about to find their rightful place in my new home. Once this is done… I will paint.
One coffee two coffee three coffee
I wrap my legs around morning myself
My fingers around the coffee cup
My hair in a red velvet bun
Torso draped in leopard jumper
Feet happily cold
This day melancholically sweet like toffee
I lay on my side inspecting the insides
And lights of other people’s minds
The pictures stuck in time-space
Cinema
Cinema
Cinema
I adore.
I am free yet I am not
I am only allowing it half way
I think to find out where my boundaries go
Where I meet others
I’m a no show on the outside for now
Resting
So I can step my ground
Deep and profound
It’s so okay
To just be okay
Today
And once I allow that, all of a sudden
I am so much more myself
Again
I’m quiet and dandy and fine
The choice is continuously yours,
Resist
or
Allow
Laugh and live and let go.
Ocean eyes -> starry soul -> eternal light, a beat that remembers…
I been here many times before
Same spirit
Different spaces
Different times
But right here
Right now
Is the mission
I am alive for
still and ever and again and again I am
shedding myself of this skin
shuddering off on the daily this slowly thinning web
sometimes 5 years old, 99 years young and 23 years crazy at the same time
I’m guessing this is to figure being
until or before we learn breathing slow n being kind
more and deeper
we are bred into boxes
we learn the workings of numbers
before the workings of our bodies + minds + souls
and taking in the love
…only the love
and filtering out that b*s that isn’t spirit
yeah you heard me right all that stuff that isn’t pure,
non soul shit,
because I’m all about that soul
mmhmmm baby
whether it be in music
whether it be in bones
Imma let that soul lead the way
that humming
that inherent, tremblin harmonizin
rhythmically crackin
vibin voicin
I have been painted on
in straight lines
by eyes who don’t see colour
entered a world wherein
many wish
and few know
that we have already arrived
I have come into a space
where people carry ears
but have lost sound
and few still hear
the soul speaking
through walls of concrete
but to the few that do hear
thank the heavens for the few
(literally)
(without you
it’d be much harder to be on this side
of the spheres)
I write with my hair up when I need to get sorted
I write with my hair down, when I… am.
today I am compromising
I wear a hairband
the roots pulled back tight
the ends down loose
so I can type rapidly without strands flying
swishing it back when I need a head shake,
let it free
I lost my voice,
Midsummer nights eve
it’s lovely
the more no talking
the greater my perception
the more I could hear
and see, scent, touch and taste
the more I was
present
appreciatin’
not the lack of voice
but the fullness of sensing
lack of wording, logic, intellect
=
heart full, mind quiet, soul full
soulful
blissful expression
turning not into words but
inherent body language
intuitive instincts
alike a child letting a glance tell all I need
a sway of hips
a turn of lips
a head kick back with a sassy,
“mmhm”
isn’t all that so much more significant
than words?
it is not silence
when all senses expand
and I am
singing with all my soul…
A film made by Blanca Linder & Hannah Salter.
Cinematography by Blanca Linder, Hannah Salter
Post production & spoken word by Blanca Linder
Music by Jason Barty
Artists: Ana Kuni, Tom Salter, Willem Lavender
Other faces
Our beautiful host family in Guwe Village, Nkay region of Zimbabwe
Warren West
Jason Barty
Ricky Thomas
Mila Dijkema yogini sister
Filmed on location in South Africa & Zimbabwe, Dec 2016 – March 2017
Words cannot express my gratitude felt in the making of this film and the finishing of it, despite the life changing challenges met on the way. The project remains as close to my heart now as it did before and there is one thing I know for sure
This is only the beginning
To everyone who were apart of the vision at any point or along the way, saw it and appreciated it
Thank you from the bottom of my heart
Let us i n s p i r e always and forever learning, supporting, dealing, healing, loving, letting go and starting again.
I love you
VOICE – Healing through creativity” pt 1 from Blanca Linder on Vimeo.
de börjar i nacken,
occipitala nerven
kristallrys som
klättrar
splittras
sprids
uti hela mej
itu, hela mej
önskar nästan
ja va tio
kunde backa tre steg
tills innan jag visste
innan jag kände
de ja känner nu
men ja e inte tio
längre
och de säger ja ska
va vuxen
nu
och jag önskar det inte
tillräckligt mycket
för att släppa denna
min kärnas eld
det blir hazy
makear inge sense
hejdå intelligens
elektrisk frekvens
inge gräns
bränns!
rubbar min existens
under the influence
turbulent transcendens
snart abstinens
det e så det känns
nu
jag e kvar
i tonårens dekadens
.
