Soul doings

2018 —

It’s a new year. I have continuously let myself in.
I spend time in the woods up the mountain, I spend time swimming, sweating, growing strength.
Some days I spend in bed. Tea and a book.
Wine couch and a friend.
But however a day of mine is spent. It is all for the sole purpose and intention of
fully allowing myself to blossom again and
Growing my strength and revival on all levels
Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual.

I wish to let go of all befores and yesterdays. Now and forth there is only my heart and its spiralling potent present magic. If you knew me a year ago, a moon ago, you do not quite know me now. Hello future… Ready to unfold.


twistin turnin joyin

my mind’s tryina focus trying study tryina write this scientific research paper meanwhile heart is flying up and out and sideways revelling in the energy impact you have on me not wishing there was a later can’t be a faker i wanna have you here right now wondering if you know how you attract, wondering if you know how that makes me  act my fourteen yo self again, yet somehow feel more like a woman at the same time
my heart pounds just as her, that girl on the school yard in skirt and knee highs, green shirt and hair ties, never trying hard just dreaming,  freeing, being, wanting for me to be yours and for you to me mine, like a 90s pop song in it’s prime
damn baby you’re fine

Arise, clear eyes, love hurricane kinda life

Feeling everything
Freaking out, fuckin up, rising high,
All smiles
sinking deep in this soul beat
Unafraid of its heat
Stepping up
Next level grooving greatness
Real raw alive awareness
Expanding cannot sit still
Cannot hold back
Cannot hold the transformation
Tame this resurrection
Dancing, sweating through the fire
Storming open wide
Water and fire, flames and tsunamis
Rise and high
Crystallising ice
Clear eyes
Nothing less will suffice

In the release
In the shallows of the day after
The white waves speak
and reteach my youthful heart
my rushing soul
This reverberating rhythm of soul retrieval

This is the time
Are we ready to meet the elements?